| Politics Update |
[Jul. 1st, 2009|02:10 pm] |
FFS THIS IS NOT A FUCKING U-TURN OR RETREAT OR ANY SUCH OTHER FUCKING THING YOU JOURNALIST FUCKING RETARD SHITBAG MORONS
THE GOVERNMENT HAVE SAID THAT ID CARDS ARE VOLUNTARY FROM DAY ONE. THEY WERE LYING THEN AND THEY ARE LYING NOW
GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK FUCKING HEADS AND STOP SUCKING ALAN JOHNSON'S COCK WHEN HE'S JUST AS MUCH OF A LYING AUTHORITARIAN CUNT AS ALL THE FUCKERS WHO PRECEDED HIM |
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| Massive Attack |
[Jan. 6th, 2009|10:04 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | rant | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Faetal - "Losing Control" | ] |
Feeling very crappy today. My attempt at an early night failed due to a massive attack of emo, which saw me lying in bed staring at the clock as the minutes of the early morning ticked past.
I'm feeling very burned out at the moment. My usual ability to roll with the punches and weather the storms seems to have vanished. Instead, I am stressed out, put upon, and snarky. I'm fed up of putting myself out for people and getting nothing but abuse and ingratitude in return. I'm fed up of trying to make the world a better place and getting nowhere because of personal vendettas, bickering and incompetence. I'm fed up of having no money to spend, no time to spend it and nothing I want to spend it on. I'm fed up of nothing in my house working quite as well as it should, and not having time to fix it. I'm fed up of not having any space or being able to enjoy the flat I've been living in for months. I'm fed up of not fitting in anywhere or being able to relate to my friends, and feeling jealous of everybody for being better off than I am.
I've got a few ideas about how my situation could be improved, but there's very little that I can actually do myself, other than to stop caring about it which is hard. Probably the worst thing about my situation is that I'm mostly at the whims of other people, and don't feel like I have any control over my own life.
I know I'm probably going to get shouted at for posting this, and that people will tell me how fortunate I am and how grateful I should be and so on, but frankly I'm also fed up with sitting here and dealing with everything quietly and calmly and never having the chance to vent. |
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